mY wEeKeNd OuTing

Saturday ~*~ went out for a dinner at paya terubung, ordered myself a "jawa mee goreng". First time eating the ever spicy jawa mee goreng....yum yum it tasted so good...was it coz of the chilli or no comparison to do =) .... After feeding the hungry stomach which just got 2 "siew pao" the whole day, feeling satisified, we headed off to Bayview Beach hotel for the night out at the beach..joinning the crowd for beach party cum World Cup viewing organized by the HITZ.FM...

Whole day was raining thought it won't be that crowded but SURPRISE!! FOC stuffs..what you think leh....

Being like..."katak di bawa tempurung" I was walking towards the beach with eye balls keep rolling left right, left right...hehee too many people in aka beach style there..too excited !

Entering the gate, gosh...guess who I met there...my "bootifuuuuuul" colleague..standing there talking over her mobile n GUESS what is she in....JEANSSSSSSSSSSS !! Oh NO NO ...thought this is a beach party... *better stop talking about her here... she might read this...or the other colleagues will (if they do, they better zip their mouth)

Strolling through the crowds, we trying to squeezed ourself thru to take a glimpse at the stage... a couple of DJ's was there...saw JLo, Joe, the 8Tv host (err what his name d) , group of the Hitz.fm ladies crew wearing bikini...=) dancing on the stage, BESTTTTTTTTT ! (of coz excluded the one in black bikini with the "body oil" eyeweeeeee) guess she suits more in the Tamil movie...some more non stop juggling her "bak yui" there...

The night was fun...dancing, singing and enjoying the breeze...we hang out till 1am+ ...before left, time to send our CINDERALLA home...THANKS guys for the night out. Mentang mentang lo ah yee long time no party or clubbing...this one will do also lo!

Sunday ~*~ Woke up about 1p (quite early eh) after I snoozed off at 5.30a on Sat.

Dragged myself out from bed,take bath, make a coffee and ate 1 1/2 "kuih balu" (is it the right term, err don't care la). Logged on to my laptop and started to work.

4.45p feeling hungry, IM my friend for laksa, went out at 5.30p, picked my friend one after another.....ended up NO LAKSA for the day =(. Running out of time for our TOKYO DRIFT movie...drove back all the way to BJ. We bought ourself a ticket...stomach started growling and making sounds...so we decided to grab McD before movie start.

Lucky day for the 4 of us, we get free chicken McDeluxe (2 eh). No different with the rest of greedy Malaysian.... (wei we have the blood flowing in us leh what you think ah) we kept it lar for our snacks later.

Of coz it's not me who took it..pray hard lar the one that ate it. Hopefully the stomach don't get upset tonight. =)

Opppsss I returned 1 of it to exchange for my McNuggets. Urged for it....so much!! so no choice though just swollen a set of chicken McDeluxe. What to do...my cholesterol level still not at HIGH RISK....heheeh proven report shown :

[ =) can enjoy more then McNuggets from now on!~~anxiously waiting for this report for almost 2 weeks, so pay back time TODAY]

7.15p get seated in the cinema...enjoy the relaxing time...watching the movie which nothing much then just a movie without a story but just cool shiny, loud, fast car and the most...cool chick..better then the one we saw at the beach !! Overall hands leg all up for this movie eh...

Bet...after this there'll sure be a Penang Drift at Teluk Bahang hahahaha =0)

check out the trailer at: http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/fast_and_the_furious_3_tokyo_drift/trailers_player.php?IGNMediaID=1546452&playerType=videolarge

lots more about it at: http://myspace.com/tokyodrift

fAlLinG sIck AGAIN!!!

Yesterday & the day before:
Again falling sick and was out from work for 1.5 days. The whole body was totally exhausted, physically, mentally and emotionally tired. Went off to bed early about 8p+. Trying to get to bed then but the whole body was shivering and sweating, I felt suffocated and can't breath....my mind was blackout....I can't think of anything at all...

In the darkness, all that flashes through was the emptiness feelings, being alone and I kept drowning, drowning, and drowning in the pool of tears....for the first time after so many months I cried to my sleep AGAIN...

Today:
I woke up early in the morning feeling dizzy and weak, pulling myself out from bed, take a shower and trying to work. The head was so heavy I ended up lying on the couch and took 2 aspirin and snoozed off till late afternoon...

In the middle of my sleep, I was awaken by the sounds of the chime in my bedroom... outside the wind was blowing so hard....forcing the clapper to tune to it melodies, suddenlly it reminds me of the gift's owner...

I was listening to the musical instrument played by the little piper chime...the musical effect when strucked really creates a pleasant sound....remembering once I was told, the flute player actually symbolized happiness and joy and it's believed to bring prosperity and abundant too.....and I believed at that time this gift was meant for the purposes.

Somehow, somehow at that moment, my tears suddenlly rolled down...thinking was it really bringing happiness or just the other way...???

HuRt sO bAd

"Hurt so bad" ~~ my feelings since June 18. A day I shall rememeber for ever.

A day where I've been hurt so badly which a thousand words won't able to describe how this heart felt.

Mixed feeling of broken promises, trust, disappointment, betrayed....and MOST OF ALL feeling like a stupid person on earth.

Feeling like SHOUTING out to the world of how heavy this heart is...somehow everything just ended up in silence....... listening to this songs, it's just expressed my feelings at the moment.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~

灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了

电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了

"The future is unclear now. Instead of hoping for what it could be,
I will just wait and see"

i dRoWneD a LiZaRd ~~in memorial of "Lizzy"

Gee I was supposed to write this yesterday, but just waiting for another day to see what karma can happen to me !! =) *smiling sheepishly....Ok Ok I ain't a bad person..come on I just drowned a lizard. It's not that big deal as I used to know someone who will hit and killed it. Comparing it with him....

Yes....it may sounds bad of me, but who knows it might live after being flush of to the bathroom hole. After all no one know whether are they capable of swimming..

I have a frenz who really believe in karma and believe if she did something bad, she will experience the karma in a day...Guess at least I waited till a day to laugh about it, after drowned Lizzy yesterday while taking my bath..

Eh...Lizzy really scared the hell out of me when I saw it lazying resting at the bathroom sink.
I really don't mean to drown it, just teaching it a lesson...by splashing the water and make it swim...seeing it swim just make me feel funny kekekekke so I decided to drown it....=)

I did thought of saving it but it was too eeeeeeeeeweeeeeee to touch...and the most is, it's been upside down struggling through the water...then...thinking it might be able to swim so ...there it goes...to the hole

I did pray for it last nite...and even mourn for it. Hey...after all this blog was tribute to it...so guess it will RIP. Hmmmm wondering should I make this as Lizzy anniversary..

Dear Lizzy,

I may not sound apologetic of what I did but I really do felt sorry. Actually I did asked my wise frenz, will there be any reborn in next life....Oh he told me, I might be born as an animal specifially stated as "Kiam Hu" aka Salted fish in my next life so guess this life you are lizard then you will be borned as a human....so this ain't bad at all huh.... ????

So RIP larrr......

sEpt iS coMing......

How true is that I will be having a big turning....is it that co-incident or ????

The Bottom Line

Proof of your progress arrives. You're closer to the finish line than you thought.

In Detail

Get ready for some real proof of your progress to appear. Things have taken a turn -- a strong turn. The tough choices you've been making are paying off big time and people are taking more notice of the unique perspective that you bring to every conversation and meeting. Relationships are fading to the back burner of your life right now, but that doesn't mean that you're not in the thoughts of the people who love you. They are watching you soar and cheering you on.

wHiCh OpTiOns I hAve tO cHoOse???

What my Horoscope said about me 2day.......

Even if you don't feel one hundred percent sure, move forward. Luck is with you.

In Detail

Sometimes you just have to go on faith. You're at a crossroads right now -- and time is running out. You need to decide soon which way you're going, and you won't have the luxury of knowing all the information you want to know about your options. The good news is that you're in a very solid lucky phase, and your instincts can fill in the blanks and help you take a calculated risk. So even if you're not completely sure, go in the direction that just feels the most comfortable now.

Huh it's the worst decision to make though luck is at my side.... =(

fEeliNg sIcK & LoSt

Today am out from work, feeling sick...been in bed whole day. Migrane attacking me again causing me to vomit....and feeling uneasy...

Hate this kind of sickness. When it happened it's just grab away my energy and can't think straight. Leading to me feeling lost now...huh AGAIN??? I really seriously thinking, do I really have mental problem??? hahaha *sounds scary if anyone read this.

Lately been feeling lost again...anything just anything doesn't make me feel good at doing it, worst still I can't really bother about doing it at all....I keep pushing myself and reminding myself to try hard n harder to make life more meaningful yet it still doesn't work...what is happening here....???
Today I vow to at least carry out some of the following tasks:

- Continue to read the book which been meaning to complete it sometimes
- Spend time traveling home to see my parents
- Go to bed early
- Paint picture or anything I used to like
- Make some memories
- Exercise more, join dancing class or anything
- Spend more time with frenz
- Visit someone who is lonely....*guess I am the only one ppl shud visit
- Find time for myself
- Just sit and listen to music...best still enrol in guitar class
- Get a massage
- Seek out forgotten frenz
- Sleep under the stars..spend whole nite at beach
- Laugh a little...
- Laugh a little more...
- Apologized for being too busy
- Swim
- Speak about love, build my trust in it
- Befriend silence * MOST IMPORTANT
- Watch sunset/sunrise
- Baked/Cook anything... *only if I know hahahaha
- Get a group of frenz together for a cup of coffee and hang out
- Traveling to places I longed to visit...

- Take scuba diving classes.....

Huh the list can go on n on n on...but will I ever get any of it in action....???? =(

heY...dO i LoOk liKe I'm mArrIed wIth KiDsss????



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fInalLy....

It's 3.10a...finally I got all my blog transfered here. Gee it's really tough having to cut and paste all my previous posts from a different template and having all the alignment running out.. =( and getting my fingers feeling numb.It tooks me so many days to finally get it all here phewwwwwwww.....

*yawn, my eyes is dropping yet still forcing it to open wide just because today it's gonna be the end of my long weekend...tomorow back to work argghhhh thinking of it make me feel sick !! The weenkend seems to passed by faster then I thought, though have another xtra day off, somehow still don't even get enough rest !

GOSH just hate this STUPID company which makes me
feeliing SUCKS all the time !!

JuNE 1st

June 1st...what a good start of the month..the day which I will never forget, the most funniest and humiliated day in my entire life ! Hahahaha thinking of it now even make me giggle! Silly me...

It's the day "Sean" is being recognized by my whole "8" geng !

Sean was having his first new hair cut (He really looks weird and funny) and as usual I was updating a frenz of mine of my so called "my love". And just right during lunch time, they came to pick me up and being my usual self I was complaining about how the hair cut does not suit him and even worst with him wearing PINK colour shirt.....and bla bla bla...aiye as usual also none of them was paying attention to me...I supposed lah..till..we reached our destination.

*Thanks GOD for arranging this...as we came out from the car, there was "my love" with his bunch of frenz. Even worst was 1 of my frenz happened to know him....GOSH ! There he shouted "hey buddy, what happened to your hair..." On the spot, another frenz of mine noted he was wearing the PINK colour shirt and straight shouting "OMG...don't tell me he is your love" SHIT.....paaaaaaaakkkkkkk there goes my hand on my frenz back and me jumping hysterically like a monkey...the hit was so loud that everyone sitting there was staring at me...blushing...(the worst impression to the crowd and most of all...Sean)

I was cursing myself the whole day for being so chatter box else none of this will happened.The worst is yet to come....without even realizing that actually my frenz don't quite get it that he is the one, even after the lunch time incident, I again..being too talkative...IM my frenz and asked how can he knew him and bla bla bla....then only to realized he was blur on the topic but it's too late...I have revealed my own secret ...the rest is history till NOW!

Lesson learned that day ....SILENCE IS GOLDEN!!!!

sEan wHo???

=) "s.m.i.l.i.n.g" a good start to write this blog. Those reading this will surely feel the sunshine happened in my life lately....opps probably should put as today only. It may go away by tomorrow probably ( mentally not stable ~~ what my frenz labeled me as)

Ok forget about my mental state...the topic here is more on *Sean (name had been changed to protect the individual privacy)...

"Sean..."unconciously this name had distracted the happenings of my day since his existance few months ago. Where he came from? Have no idea, he just suddenlly appeared in my life and guess I just realized it lately !!

Where ever, when ever Sean around, I am simply unable to concentrate enough to engage in every task I am doing, there's something unexplainable with this connection. I don't know exactly why but it's just felt amazing and it's even make the difference to the way I breathe each time.
There are days when I would like to spend the scared hour taking a quiet time to just focus my attention to him. It is often at this times that I find my soul wondering into his world and he being the center of the thoughts.

Slowly allowing all other thoughts to flow out of my mind and over few mintues my mind is able to still and the only sound heard is the pounding of my heart beat. There's a joy inside me and I felt like a kid jumping up and down when they are given sweets or a new toy to play with.

What suprised me the most was the cause of this happening. All the hard day encountered before me is gone....nothing seems to matter anymore. I'm fascinated with the feelings Sean can implant to my daily life. By the end of the day...my face will be shine with the S.M.I.L.E which he and only him can make it happens.

*Gosh I felt I am like "young teenager" who just had a crush...or was it LOVE?

hAPpy MoTheR's DaY

"Happy Mother's Day means more
then have a happy day.
Within those words lie lots of things
We never get to say.

It means I love you first of all,
then thanks for all you do.
It means you mean alot to me,
And that I honor you.

But most of all, I guess it means
that I am thinking of
Your happiness on this, your day ,
with pleasure and with love.

How much I love you I can't say:
it's more then words can hold.
You're all at once my rich, red clay,
My potter and my mold.

Yours the words that shaped my voice,
the spirit within me.
Yours the will that shaped my choice,
My fortune, and my sign.

How lucky I was to have had you
At the core of me!Wise and good,
you always knew
Just what I could be.

And so I came to be someone
Whom I could be proud of.
For this I give my swollen sum
of gratitude and love

Mama..haPpy MoThEr's daY ....

WiShing yOu tHe WoRLd haPpIneSs No mAtTer WhERe U arE!

1 mOre trY

Tonight is a silent night, there's barely any sound except for the songs "One more Try" playing over the radio...a song of a lovers who give up and been through and now seeking for a chance to give each other one more try on the love they gave up....

The song keep me thinking, trying out again on a lost love..........

Will it still be the same as it used to be?
Will it be a good start or just another mistake after all?
Will it leads to another hurt ?
Will it leads to another pain?
Will it leads to another lost ?

Answer: ????????????????????????????????????

wHeN i SaW yOu FoReVeR fiRst TiMe

When I saw you forever first time
I knew you are the one
You didn't say a word to me
But love was in the air

Then you held my hand and pulled me into your world
From then on my life has changed for you
Now I'll never feel lonely again

Caused you are in my life
Love how can I explain to you
The way I feel inside when I think of you
I thank you for everything that you showed me
Don't you ever forget that I love you

Love I know that someday real soon
You will be lying next to me
Holding me so tight
So I will always be yours
Although we can't be together now
Remember I am here for you

And I know you're there for me
Whenever I long to be with you
I just close my eyes and pretend you are here

I see you, I touch you, I feel you like real
Nothing can ever change what I feel inside

How long must I be far away from you
I don't know but I know we are one

sAv3 tHe laSt daNce fOr mE

Check this out..... the recent hot korean movie ...... Eunsoo (Eugene) is a pure but unsophisticated woman who runs a small resort inn with her father. Eunsoo is just an ordinary girl, but her life changes when she meets a man (Ji Sung) who's completely lost his memory. She takes him in and cares for him, and even gives him a name: "Baek Changho". Love blossoms, and soon wedding bells can be heard. But on the night of their wedding ceremony, Eunsoo's father passes away. And soon after, Changho disappears too! In the blink of an eye, the two people Eunsoo loves most in the world have left her. But Changho had his reasons for disappearing: his real name is Kang Hyunwoo, and he's heir to a large conglomerate. Even more, someone is plotting to kill him...

@~~** Give My Love Of -**~~@

When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you

*Oh, I'll give my love Oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night.....

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest

You dream the future and all you see is the dark
Listen to your heart, baby
The truth will set sparks

Now I'll give my love oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know, that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night....

Now i'll give my love oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won't change my love
Take my love all through the night...(*)

Enjot this lovely song@:http://www.muchmusic.net

@~~~**Our Love Will Always Last**~~~@
(English Ver - Edward Chun)

As we walk this land
Side by side, hand n hand
I know that some coulds may pass
But if we hold on tight
And love with all your might
Then the thorns in our life will never last

And the roads may sometimes be unpaved
You may think that our love cannot be saved
Though the world out there
Maybe cold to all we share
I have you, to take me throught the night
And if we hold on tightAnd stay true to all that's right
Then baby, our love will alwyas last....

See the sunrise in the sky
Kiss the sunset as we lie
At night, I'll never leave your side
But I know someday I'll be gone, and you'll be gray
Oh, darling, wish that I could heal your pain...

Though the world out there
Maybe cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night

And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that's right
Then baby, our love will always last....

And if we hold on tight, stay true to all that's right
Then baby our love will always last

tiLl tHen.....

"Life ~~ a simple words but yet hard to be understandable..Lately been thinking and wondering, "what life really means?" As stated in Oxford dictionary: it carries the meaning of:

1) the condition that distinguishes animals and plants from inorganic matter, including the capacity for growth and functional activity.
2) the existance of an individual human being or animal.

3) a particular type or aspect of people’s existence: school life etc etc etc...

As much as how the dictionary may want to define it, I doubt “Do life have a definite meaning?”. We may landed here like an alien from some lost spaceship, without knowing the real purpose of our landing, or it maybe we are here due to the force of karma or perhaps we landed here for our own choices.

When I was young I used to think what I want to be, what job I want to ended up with, whom I want to meet and the list goes on and on and on… Life is full of surprises…as it never leads you to the way you plan it to be…~~at least this happened to me.

I often asked “If life does not have definite answer and I am not going to find out the real meaning of it does that matter?” “Do I really bother so much?” If life is meaningless without any real purpose or destination…why don’t I just kill myself and end the life? Why I bother to live on and keep finding and searching….???

Perhaps I should take a friend’s advice: The definition of it is lies within our hand, you can choose to give a life meaning through your actions or just don’t question it at all when you are lost or without direction, what you need to do: Let the life guide you to it and you will sure end up in somewhere.

The most important thing is the process itself and the experience in life you went through. Today you may have what you have now, you may be with the person you claimed to love but will all this be the same again in another next coming 10 yrs or 20 yrs….Nothing is everlasting……

I may not fully understand how life can be a guide if we don’t guide it to the destination …… so I got to hang on and find out and that’s why it gonna “bother” me to live on and have fun while I am doing it……=)

Till then I will find the true meaning of LIFE………..

"tIme fLiEs alrIgHt, But wHicH wAy?"

If I may distract the world for a sec........

Can someone show me the direction??

.......Probably I rather be lost

xo)

CoUraGe....

Learn to love the people who are with you at present
Forget the people who are with you at present
Which lead you to love the people you have right now.

When you love someone, you'll do crazy thing you can't explain
You'll deny the truth and believe in lies
When you love someone, you sacrifice,
give everything you've got and don't think twice
You risk all no matter what

Everything in life is temporary because everything changes
That is why it takes courage to love
Knowing it might end everytime
Having faith will make it last!!

aNothEr tHoUGhts Of LoV3

This blog was shared to me by a friend ...and it's really captured my attention and I wish to share it out to those out that who enjoy reading the previous blog in this site....

If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship,
You have two choices:
either tell what you feel and let the love take place or
hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions

It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds
But when these two worlds collide and become one,
that's what you call magic !

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship.
One leads to anotehr and the process is irreversible.
The best of lovers is the greatest of friends!

I like you because you're my friend
and because you are my friend I care
And because I care, I love you.
I don't love you because you are my friend
I love you because I do !

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy?
To think that I have everything else, I get what I want.
Then I realized it ws YOU, too bad 'caused it's you that I can't have
I can't choose who I'm gonna love,
but I also can't love who chooses to love me.

And you can't blame me in choosing to love you
as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me.
I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me,
so I'll let you go find her and hope someday
you'll see that the true love you're looking for was the one who set you free.

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?
Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?
Why is that I miss someone I was never with
and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"

Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love,
We hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there.
You don't notice them till they are in the arms of someone else.

Food for thought, think of this:

Have you really cared for someone more then expected?
have you ever tried to love him despite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him as he whispers someone else's name? Will you?

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love
rather then lose that someone you love with your useless pride.
When you love someone,
don't expect that person to love you back the same amount.

One of you will be head, the other behind.
it's either you catch up or the other waits.
When you love, you must not expect anything in return,
for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using.

Ture love hears what is not spoken,
and understands what is not explained,
For love doesn't work in the mouth,
nor the mind, but the heart....

Love is like standing on wet cement,
the longer you stay the harder it is to leave
and you can never go without leaving your prints behind.

Don't love a person like a flower,
because a flower dies in season.
Love them like a river because a river flows forever.
Loce doesn't have to have a happy ending,
cause love doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love,
It may hurts a lot, it may give you aches and pains
but if you don't follow your heart,
in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance

Love may leave your heart, like shattered glass,
but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing
to endure the pain of picking up pieces
so you could be whole again.

The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall!
and fooling around with her feelings like they meant nothing.

Posted on the blog by: iFLEW @ 12:00 AM

whAt's LoVe is AlL aBouT

What 'Love' is all about.. I want to share this to all those who have loved and been hurt, those who haven't loved at all and those who are just about to discover the beauty of this dynamic emotion.

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!

You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if his or her happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.

You'll never truly love a person you love unless you RISK FOR LOVE. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time, though the hurting is still there to test you and to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.

You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure nor won by a single cares. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, relearning, discovering, rediscovering, and growing.

The greatest irony of love is LETTING GO WHEN YOU WANT TO HOLD ON and HOLDING ON WHEN YOU NEED TO LET GO. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.

On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejections; to hope is to risk failure; to reach for another is to risk involvement; to expose your feelings is to expose your true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in return.

But isn't it living is to risk of dying? Risk must be taken because THE GREATEST HAZARD IN LIFE IS RISKING NOTHING! How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It CAN STAB THE HEART but it also CAN CARVE WONDERFUL IMAGES INTO THE SOUL THAT LAST FOR A LIFETIME! Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

Loving people means giving them the freedom that they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that these were the things which helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. When you give your heart to someone, you're also giving him or her the power to tear and break your heart into pieces. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is LOVE. Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love because every time we do, we get hurt, then I figured that's why it is called falling in love...