=) "s.m.i.l.i.n.g" a good start to write this blog. Those reading this will surely feel the sunshine happened in my life lately....opps probably should put as today only. It may go away by tomorrow probably ( mentally not stable ~~ what my frenz labeled me as)
Ok forget about my mental state...the topic here is more on *Sean (name had been changed to protect the individual privacy)...
"Sean..."unconciously this name had distracted the happenings of my day since his existance few months ago. Where he came from? Have no idea, he just suddenlly appeared in my life and guess I just realized it lately !!
Where ever, when ever Sean around, I am simply unable to concentrate enough to engage in every task I am doing, there's something unexplainable with this connection. I don't know exactly why but it's just felt amazing and it's even make the difference to the way I breathe each time.
There are days when I would like to spend the scared hour taking a quiet time to just focus my attention to him. It is often at this times that I find my soul wondering into his world and he being the center of the thoughts.
Slowly allowing all other thoughts to flow out of my mind and over few mintues my mind is able to still and the only sound heard is the pounding of my heart beat. There's a joy inside me and I felt like a kid jumping up and down when they are given sweets or a new toy to play with.
What suprised me the most was the cause of this happening. All the hard day encountered before me is gone....nothing seems to matter anymore. I'm fascinated with the feelings Sean can implant to my daily life. By the end of the day...my face will be shine with the S.M.I.L.E which he and only him can make it happens.
*Gosh I felt I am like "young teenager" who just had a crush...or was it LOVE?